Since the last time I blogged, my quarter life crisis has passed. I think everyone goes through these "spells" or at least that is what I tell myself. I feel refocused and ready to crank out this summer. I still have my outbursts of inappropriateness, but I believe everyone has those also and that's totally normal. I have never seen someone have it together 100% of the time. Everyone has their perfected areas of hot mess.
Father's Day is always a touchy super sad subject and holiday. I love my husband's father (my father in law). How can a man just abandon children. I know maternally men don't view children the way women do, but really?
Bonnaroo, was a great big hot mess. A fun, super, hot mess. I had a ton of fun. Camping for 6 nights is very taxing. It made me really appreciate Curtis' camping skills. I saw some awesome bands. We were camped next to some very cool people. I now realize I know absolutely nothing about all of the recreational drugs people do. I was surprised how people can function regularly having pumped their bodies full of crap. Also, Bonnaroo was like a tiny Amsterdam - anything you wanted to take in, you could! There were only a few people who "they searched like well known drug mules".
We spent the weekend in one of my favorite cities to visit. I was fortunate enough to spend time with a dear friend of mine. It's been a long time coming since I visited her. But as I get older I really don't want to let go of memories of being young with them. Going down to this particular city has such a different meaning to me now. It's just kind of fun to think about the old days, haha! I'm super happy my friend had us stay with her, and I hope everything that she's going through right now works out. I miss her dearly and wish I could be there for her more. Not that I would be able to help, but laughter is the best medicine for most things and I have a never ending supply of that. I know I worry about people to a fault, but I get very protective over my friends. If I could endure their pain, I would. It means so much to me to see the people I love happy. I met another friend's son, who was stupid cute! Fortunately I'll get to see him grow up through facebook.
I'm so blessed to have the life I live. My family isn't what I would have chose but has made me a stronger person. I am so fortunate to have a husband that treats me like gold, 2 crazy fur babies and great friends. I think this is what life is all about.
