Although it's not yet winter, I'm feeling the winter blahs already. I don't want to do anything, the days are so short. Which makes going to the gym near impossible. I'm becoming frustrated with myself. We're going to start on the house renovation soon (this week). When I get anxious or nervous I tend to be an eater to cope with stressors. But with no kitchen I probably won't have that issue!!! With the downstairs torn out we won't have a place for a christmas tree or put up any kind of decorations. I never knew how much I would miss having a tree until we logically can't put one up and decorate this year. Having so many projects going on makes it difficult to maintain focus and clarity. I don't think that men know the importance of a home vs a house. They are totally different. But now we have a goal in mind to complete the project by May because we're having house guests!!! Which I'm so excited about!!!!!! I feel like Curtis and I have done so well for ourselves, but we both know we will never be successful enough for us. Which means that we have so many more goals as a couple and individually to achieve.
Speaking of achievements now since friends are coming I need to train for the half, next year goal is 2:30 because I don't want to be running all day. So I'm going to need to do things way differently this winter. I'm wanting to join run camp, so hopefully this year, I'll form a life long connection with someone who has common goals and interests. This year I'm optimistic.
I'm still recovering from that nasty sinus infection I had a couple of weeks ago. Even with antibiotics being completed a week ago I still think my respiratory system has recovered yet.
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